22:45

Okay.
So I'm sitting here, listening to La Dispute, thinking how genius and amazing they are, while my back hurts me and would like to have another chair right now, this one's pretty uncomfortable.
'What are you thinking about', you'd say.
I'm thinking about the choices we make. How whatever we decide reflects on our life in such amazing way. Amazingly good or amazingly bad, of course. Or just amazingly... weird. I'm thinking, how we don't have time for wrong choices. Damn, that's such a cliché. But it's so true, isn't it?! So true that you get headache when you realize it. Like... you think that this is a dream, but then you kinda see that it's not and you just know... you just know it's time to make those huge shoes fit you.
Am I confusing you?
'Cause I'm pretty confused and at the same time unnaturally enthusiastic about life, people, friends, experiences...
One thing goes away and another one replaces it. Because you chose to do so. Most of the time. And it's always for the better... at least that's what I believe in. Change is always for the better.
After all, we live on a rotating planet, seasons changing, birds flying away, birds coming back, leaves falling down, leaves growing back...
It's a constantly changing life, so if you stay at one place, that's not exactly normal.
I don't know.

I was trying to say something, but my mind got carried away again, as always. Well, I guess life's just far to short, to work a lousy job or study something which doesn't please you, or just do things you dislike, or be friends with people, who are not your kind of people, or just...
You should just do whatever you like. And change. Change things... just... don't be afraid to cut your hair, change your major or find new friends...
Because it's all for you. And you are the center of your own universe (which in a way reminds me of Zaphod and The Total Perspective Vortex) .
So yeah..